The service was beautiful today bud - you would have liked it. Still having trouble processing the reality of it all.... You were so conspicuous by your absence today, so many laughs about times shared, I just wished for one more hour to laugh and joke with you! I hope you know how much you really meant to me, although i perhaps didn't express it often enough. I know i will see you forever, and will lament the loss of a life cut far too short. It's so unfair. I should not be having to write this. I wish with all my heart you were still here, but i take some small solace in the fact that you've found peace at last, in a place where the brother i knew will live on forever.